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lowz.

I'm actually at Tribune right now...hahaz ya you heard it right. I'm actually attending one of these crappy good-for-nothing sessions-slash-meetings. We NEVER do anything. Just sitting around doing stuff that not necessarily has to do with Tribune. Crap. Might as well not come right??? Aniwaez...*perks up* tomorrow's the last day of school!!! Then I have an angklung camp on 31st May and 1st June but since I'm going overseas, I'm only coming on the first of June. So I get the best of both worlds. Then 3 days later on the 4th June to 5th June I have a Tribune camp, at the end of which there's a Tribune Concert Nite. Thank goodness it's only among the CCA. Aside from that, I have three literature projects and one Malay project to do. FOUR PROJECTS!!! I'm still going overseas you know. I guess it basically takes up the whole of my SPLENDID June holidays. I have been overwhelmed with unrivalled joy beyond wurdz. Sheesh...and I'm still in Sec One for goodness' sake!!!!What do they take us for? Machines that never go out of power? Machines who work they metal asses off??? Honestly...and they say they're from RGS. It brings such honor to the name, doesn't it???Hm?

gtg sulk n die.
Buhz.

arlowz...

i gtg for 3rd lang in ten mintues time so I better be fast. Dad says that since I'm gonna drop music, I wil drop one of my CCAs that I like. Angklung is too lovable, and Malay Society is compulsory so I'm goonna quit Tribune. Dad says that if I still don't change my attitude then, he'll pull me out of the school because he says taht I'm not living up to the reputable name of the Raffles family. Ah, the pros and cons of having a father from ri. I got in because of him but I can also go out because of him. That doesn't make any sense at all. And he expects me to be sensible. Sheesh. Look, i may appear quite carefree on this matter but it bothers me a lot. Duh. It's a matter of my expuulsion from my dream school or not. It's not even fair...it's not rg's fault. It's just me. It's not fair to me or to the school or to even him. And btw, he hasn't found out I lie to my teachers. I seem to not care that I handed in my Geog and Maths and Malay assignments late and that I'm getting just-pass grades for every single subject on earth. It's because I do the same at home. They scold me, I'm irritated becuase I don't have a chance to speak up on what I believe in, and then that maakes us both angry like hell. I just switch off whenever I get scolded. He's thrown stuff at me before and he's punched me bafore. What the hell of a difference does it make? Sheesh. My frineds all think that i just can't be bothered. Even my mum thinks that way. I tell you, my parents just aren't normal. I think i have to go now, sorry for such a short entry which wastes my time and your time.

Bye and thanks for being the only one who understands me aside from Maria my fave cousin in the whole wide world. I luv my blog. Wow, ending so long. BYE!!!

Sigh...

I'm supposed to be at Miss June's class right now but I don't wanna go home because I still haven't found my watch yet. It's lost, see, and I didn't tell Dad that it is, I told him that it's under my table every day of the week so I won't forget it every day I come to school. He says there'll be something for me if go home without my watch. Something bad, duh. So it's simple...Id on't go home. He said that I could skip Miss Jun'es class whenver necesesary so I'm skipping lah. I thought dah banyak dah skip so cannot skip agen tapi he said juz skip after interrupting me when I tried to explain dat dah banyak dah yang I skip. Pasal ah. NOt my problem. I'm like so damn fucking pissed lorh. Btw, nobody else knows bout this blog excpet for me coz I juz created it yesterday. And also because of the censored address. *smiles*

Oh fuck they're having a teacher's meeting now, right in the three adjoining classrooms to mine. I can hear the tecaher's voice but I can't hear what they're saying. Shit man...at least I've made some kind of improvement right??? I mean my Maths assignments used to be always late arh but now at least some of them are on time...but my tests...sighs again. THey assess us on our tests, projects, performance tasks, and even Service Learning and Leadership skills. Rp what. Can die, might as well be rip. I always fail tests. I mean, WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME??? Last term it was homework, now it's test. Next term? Next next term???

Must be crap like leadership skills aren't there lah, attitude is wrong lah...and I wanna be an SL summor. Can go to hell. Bukan SL jer dah pressure dah...jadi SL mesti ada consistent grades. Me? Consistent?! Nak mampos keh?! Dah lah tak consistent...attitude pulak salah. Alahai. Sighs again. Benci ah skolah ni...smorang bago2s adalah orang ni yang asek fail jer. Tak pernah aku pass satu pun Maths test. Yang dapat tinggi-tinggit pun tak guna...cuma homework jer. Test sebab aku tak mug...tak beljar. Pertama kali I masuk skolah ni, PSL aku cakap passal fail banyak test arh abih I heard some other people brooding about thier chem test or whateva... ader jugak yang tak mahu pergi skolah ni lagi. Eh tak pasal2 pulak aku tulis Melayu?! Aper ni??? Sigh. Dah pukul 2.00 dah. Masih kat bilik darjahn ni sendirian.

*Signs off*
Stuff that starts wif P rocks.
Potatoes.
Paul.

I just watched Troy yesterday! So cool! I like!!!